Summer's Night

Having a break on the internet and guess what I came across? This little o' blog of mine. So nostalgic, and with my computer playing Linkin Park's Castle of Glass I guess that just about sets the mood for me to start blogging again.

Examination, that is what I am currently going through, 2 weeks into my study break and the preparation seems to be endless. One of the biggest exams in my career and the night just seems so short while the notes just keep staking up. Time to buck up and really get down to business I guess.

A lot has happened this pass year, well, yeah I have not been writing for at least one year, might be a shocker to all of you who read this later, heh. Life has been pretty much casual and I am starting to feel the responsibilities of adults, having to make life choices and decide my future career plans as almost half of my university days are coming to an end.

I guess I am quite satisfied with what university has to offer me, med school has not been as bad as they say, and well, university is as enjoyable as it can get for me, here in Malaysia. Now I am just excited to try out the new experiences in store for me.

Things can get complicated but there is always a solution, I feel at this point in my life I have truly changed, with each an every experience I have, I grow and I understand more. Life IS meant to be appreciated, and future me, I will not let you down =)

I don't want to be just another crack in a castle of glass, I want to be in a world where I can see and experience everything, for myself.

It's been ages!

OHMYGOD
I have a sudden urge to write stuff, I actually pondered for 10 minutes whether it would be
appropriate for me to write a long ass essay as a Facebook status and bug the people of the world
with my purely, emotional, composition!
Then I would be like, Hells no! It will just get drowned in an ocean of
posts about kittens, sad depressing jibber-jabber and likewhore posts!
I was really depressed because it's one of those times that I really want something and I cannot yet
figure a way out to get it!
BAM! And I did it again, thought of this place that has been abandoned ages ago,
so I can express myself without being a bother to a horde of random people which I look forward to
unfriend if it was not that taxing for me (Ooops) and I get to return to this page anytime I want to!

I see, that's why I started a blog in the first place huh! *facepalm*

Okay, so here goes! Gimme a beat yo!

Now it's no joke we live in a world
full of 'ate full of anger and lacking of soul
Wish I could just pull out a pouch
and stuff them in
carry them elsewhere to where nobody knows
to make life more meaningful to make it more blissful
the moment of truth has come

when people start to suffocate
to recreate the demons inside of them
to follow their hearts down the wrong direction
to make us lose sight of interaction
hate, love, insoluble,
you want some you gotta let go of more
there be no self in preservation
but damn right that will lead to starvation
in the old world in the wild world
people come together not to fight, kill or to anger
we stay close for survival yo
'cuz that's what's important, no?

You don't need to be crazy inside to know,
we all gotta move to our goals,
stepping on people aint the way to go
show some respect and forsake your ego
we all gotta take a step back and breathe
at the end we still gotta tend to our needs
to make it interesting let's just see,
once we have what we need
do we forget or do we learn to see
that greed breeds greed, an endless hunger,
stay away, open up, and you will see
we all got better reasons to linger.

OKAY! That may not make any sense to you, but well, that's what I felt like typing out! =D

Signing off, till next time!

The Return

Woke up this morning and the first thing that went through

my mind was...okay I'm gonna fall a sleep again =D

The second time I woke up, I did really wake up =P

I went on downstairs to savor my last day home before the semester starts

My flight was at 3.20pm and when I woke it was already 11.30am

My mom and uncle were both home and they kept on reminding me

of stuff that I am supposed to bring back, like usual...

well it must be because I did leave my keys at home the last time I went back

my bad =P but that's what spare keys are for!

I promptly packed my laptop and all the accompanying accessories,

including a brand new hard disk my mom bought for me =)

into my bag and then I remembered! I forgot to fill the hard disk with movies =S

okay so I went to my uncle's room,

switched on his PC and scoured it for some movies

BINGO, found 80 GB worth of movies, and some animes that I was hoping

to get to watch, which totals up to around 160 GB =D

Luckily for me, the hard disk was capable of  copying all that in

a short amount of time (thanks USB 3.0 sweet technology)

In the end I still was able to make myself nearly missing my flight

=S i really should have better time management

but what the heck, I still caught my flight!

and boy was it a surprise! I took a new plane by MAS airlines

and it was awesome! There are screens attached to the front seats

and the best part is, you have control over your own screens!

my god, sweetness, they even had this for show!

This was the shortest flight I have ever taken! =D
Well when I reached my room
the first thing that went trough my mind was
What the helll I have to clean up all of this! OMG shit....ughhh
What I was facing was merely the consequence of me saying
mehh...I will clean this place up when I come back three weeks ago
and now I really regretted doing that =.=
My notes were scattered everywhere,
chairs, tables, bed, you name it
I just flung them aside before going out after the exams
and have left it to rot, well, too bad they don;t rot quick enough,
for 3 weeks while I was home for holidays =)
Any how, after 3 hours of rearranging stuff
cleaning and dusting and throwing away some stuff
I am now sitting comfortably in my clean room drinking some coffee
ohh you would not know how good this feels
especially the new bedsheets!

Well, I guess I have spent time with my family and now its time
for me to snap back to the present
I am going to miss the breakfast waiting for me on the table when I wake
I am going to miss my sofa
my television
my unlimited archive of movies
awesome authentic thai food( which I had last night!)
the fridge that is always full
the freedom of transport
an all in all everything about my hometown....=')

now I am turning back into KL mode
Here I come friends =P

Holidays are Ending

Looking at the calender,
I cannot deny that I feel a little shocked,
how much time has gone by
my holidays are nearing it's end
and I am going to resume my not-so-carefree life soon
hmm...guess its about time to set my mind straight and
snap out of this chillax state soon

The fist thing to do when I get back to the university is
to clean up my room!!!
Well then some groceries,
and then get back to IMU mode =)

Today I woke up suuuper late and that ended up with me
having lunch instead of breakfast,
then I played some Skyrim while watching a movie
then my grandmother came to our house for dinner
my old english teacher came to say hi to my mom as well
being surprised that I was home =P
How nostalgic =S She taught me almost everything I know =)
those carefree days shall never come by anymore
when the most worrying thing on my mind was my Digimon dying
and everything else seemed so...unimportant

In life we meet extraordinary people everyday
it is just the matter of us noticing them or not
some people may take years for you to appreciate how important they are
while others take only a few moments and you would know that
this person, I shall never lose.

Alright, time for me to sign off and check in to my bed =)

Good night y'all and have an awesome day ahead... =))

Finished Semester 1 =)

After a half year haul, here I am, finally done with my semester 1 =P
Before going on with this post, I must confess, I did forget about blog writing for
a while, thanks to someone who sudddenly reminded me that this place still exists =D

So basically, this has been a very good semester,
I met some awesome friends! ; )
some of them are over there >>>>
and yes, I admit I should have studied more,
the amount of information to take in is just tremendous ~.~

After a long semester I am finally home, in fact I have been home for about 2 weeks now
so much has changed since the last time I was home,
My brother started his foundation for medicine in AIMST University,
My godsister started her secondary school,
my my, the thing about growing up is that, you don;t do it alone,
people around you do it too and I guess we are all in a new phase of life now =)

I love being at home,
its sort of a getaway for me because at home
I have a Television with a home theater system
The fridge is always full
The bed is bigger
you don't need to do your own laundry
you don't need public transport to go out
The movie tickets are cheaper
The food is generally cheaper, and nicer! =D
and most importantly - the people around me!
My family and friends is what makes home such a special place
well for me at least, I can find refuge here,
It feels...right =)