OHMYGOD
I have a sudden urge to write stuff, I actually pondered for 10 minutes whether it would be
appropriate for me to write a long ass essay as a Facebook status and bug the people of the world
with my purely, emotional, composition!
Then I would be like, Hells no! It will just get drowned in an ocean of
posts about kittens, sad depressing jibber-jabber and likewhore posts!
I was really depressed because it's one of those times that I really want something and I cannot yet
figure a way out to get it!
BAM! And I did it again, thought of this place that has been abandoned ages ago,
so I can express myself without being a bother to a horde of random people which I look forward to
unfriend if it was not that taxing for me (Ooops) and I get to return to this page anytime I want to!
I see, that's why I started a blog in the first place huh! *facepalm*
Okay, so here goes! Gimme a beat yo!
Now it's no joke we live in a world
full of 'ate full of anger and lacking of soul
Wish I could just pull out a pouch
and stuff them in
carry them elsewhere to where nobody knows
to make life more meaningful to make it more blissful
the moment of truth has come
when people start to suffocate
to recreate the demons inside of them
to follow their hearts down the wrong direction
to make us lose sight of interaction
hate, love, insoluble,
you want some you gotta let go of more
there be no self in preservation
but damn right that will lead to starvation
in the old world in the wild world
people come together not to fight, kill or to anger
we stay close for survival yo
'cuz that's what's important, no?
You don't need to be crazy inside to know,
we all gotta move to our goals,
stepping on people aint the way to go
show some respect and forsake your ego
we all gotta take a step back and breathe
at the end we still gotta tend to our needs
to make it interesting let's just see,
once we have what we need
do we forget or do we learn to see
that greed breeds greed, an endless hunger,
stay away, open up, and you will see
we all got better reasons to linger.
OKAY! That may not make any sense to you, but well, that's what I felt like typing out! =D
Signing off, till next time!
24 December 2012
24 March 2012
The Return
Woke up this morning and the first thing that went through
my mind was...okay I'm gonna fall a sleep again =D
The second time I woke up, I did really wake up =P
I went on downstairs to savor my last day home before the semester starts
My flight was at 3.20pm and when I woke it was already 11.30am
My mom and uncle were both home and they kept on reminding me
of stuff that I am supposed to bring back, like usual...
well it must be because I did leave my keys at home the last time I went back
my bad =P but that's what spare keys are for!
I promptly packed my laptop and all the accompanying accessories,
including a brand new hard disk my mom bought for me =)
into my bag and then I remembered! I forgot to fill the hard disk with movies =S
okay so I went to my uncle's room,
switched on his PC and scoured it for some movies
BINGO, found 80 GB worth of movies, and some animes that I was hoping
to get to watch, which totals up to around 160 GB =D
Luckily for me, the hard disk was capable of copying all that in
a short amount of time (thanks USB 3.0 sweet technology)
In the end I still was able to make myself nearly missing my flight
=S i really should have better time management
but what the heck, I still caught my flight!
and boy was it a surprise! I took a new plane by MAS airlines
and it was awesome! There are screens attached to the front seats
and the best part is, you have control over your own screens!
my god, sweetness, they even had this for show!
Well when I reached my room
the first thing that went trough my mind was
What the helll I have to clean up all of this! OMG shit....ughhh
What I was facing was merely the consequence of me saying
mehh...I will clean this place up when I come back three weeks ago
and now I really regretted doing that =.=
My notes were scattered everywhere,
chairs, tables, bed, you name it
I just flung them aside before going out after the exams
and have left it to rot, well, too bad they don;t rot quick enough,
for 3 weeks while I was home for holidays =)
Any how, after 3 hours of rearranging stuff
cleaning and dusting and throwing away some stuff
I am now sitting comfortably in my clean room drinking some coffee
ohh you would not know how good this feels
especially the new bedsheets!
Well, I guess I have spent time with my family and now its time
for me to snap back to the present
I am going to miss the breakfast waiting for me on the table when I wake
I am going to miss my sofa
my television
my unlimited archive of movies
awesome authentic thai food( which I had last night!)
the fridge that is always full
the freedom of transport
an all in all everything about my hometown....=')
now I am turning back into KL mode
Here I come friends =P
19 March 2012
Holidays are Ending
Looking at the calender,
I cannot deny that I feel a little shocked,
how much time has gone by
my holidays are nearing it's end
and I am going to resume my not-so-carefree life soon
hmm...guess its about time to set my mind straight and
snap out of this chillax state soon
The fist thing to do when I get back to the university is
to clean up my room!!!
Well then some groceries,
and then get back to IMU mode =)
Today I woke up suuuper late and that ended up with me
having lunch instead of breakfast,
then I played some Skyrim while watching a movie
then my grandmother came to our house for dinner
my old english teacher came to say hi to my mom as well
being surprised that I was home =P
How nostalgic =S She taught me almost everything I know =)
those carefree days shall never come by anymore
when the most worrying thing on my mind was my Digimon dying
and everything else seemed so...unimportant
In life we meet extraordinary people everyday
it is just the matter of us noticing them or not
some people may take years for you to appreciate how important they are
while others take only a few moments and you would know that
this person, I shall never lose.
Alright, time for me to sign off and check in to my bed =)
Good night y'all and have an awesome day ahead... =))
I cannot deny that I feel a little shocked,
how much time has gone by
my holidays are nearing it's end
and I am going to resume my not-so-carefree life soon
hmm...guess its about time to set my mind straight and
snap out of this chillax state soon
The fist thing to do when I get back to the university is
to clean up my room!!!
Well then some groceries,
and then get back to IMU mode =)
Today I woke up suuuper late and that ended up with me
having lunch instead of breakfast,
then I played some Skyrim while watching a movie
then my grandmother came to our house for dinner
my old english teacher came to say hi to my mom as well
being surprised that I was home =P
How nostalgic =S She taught me almost everything I know =)
those carefree days shall never come by anymore
when the most worrying thing on my mind was my Digimon dying
and everything else seemed so...unimportant
In life we meet extraordinary people everyday
it is just the matter of us noticing them or not
some people may take years for you to appreciate how important they are
while others take only a few moments and you would know that
this person, I shall never lose.
Alright, time for me to sign off and check in to my bed =)
Good night y'all and have an awesome day ahead... =))
16 March 2012
Finished Semester 1 =)
After a half year haul, here I am, finally done with my semester 1 =P
Before going on with this post, I must confess, I did forget about blog writing for
a while, thanks to someone who sudddenly reminded me that this place still exists =D
So basically, this has been a very good semester,
I met some awesome friends! ; )
some of them are over there >>>>
and yes, I admit I should have studied more,
the amount of information to take in is just tremendous ~.~
After a long semester I am finally home, in fact I have been home for about 2 weeks now
so much has changed since the last time I was home,
My brother started his foundation for medicine in AIMST University,
My godsister started her secondary school,
my my, the thing about growing up is that, you don;t do it alone,
people around you do it too and I guess we are all in a new phase of life now =)
I love being at home,
its sort of a getaway for me because at home
I have a Television with a home theater system
The fridge is always full
The bed is bigger
you don't need to do your own laundry
you don't need public transport to go out
The movie tickets are cheaper
The food is generally cheaper, and nicer! =D
and most importantly - the people around me!
My family and friends is what makes home such a special place
well for me at least, I can find refuge here,
It feels...right =)
Before going on with this post, I must confess, I did forget about blog writing for
a while, thanks to someone who sudddenly reminded me that this place still exists =D
So basically, this has been a very good semester,
I met some awesome friends! ; )
some of them are over there >>>>
and yes, I admit I should have studied more,
the amount of information to take in is just tremendous ~.~
After a long semester I am finally home, in fact I have been home for about 2 weeks now
so much has changed since the last time I was home,
My brother started his foundation for medicine in AIMST University,
My godsister started her secondary school,
my my, the thing about growing up is that, you don;t do it alone,
people around you do it too and I guess we are all in a new phase of life now =)
I love being at home,
its sort of a getaway for me because at home
I have a Television with a home theater system
The fridge is always full
The bed is bigger
you don't need to do your own laundry
you don't need public transport to go out
The movie tickets are cheaper
The food is generally cheaper, and nicer! =D
and most importantly - the people around me!
My family and friends is what makes home such a special place
well for me at least, I can find refuge here,
It feels...right =)
16 January 2012
new year is around the corner
I am simply feeling to lethargic to do any studying of late,
procrastination has been a companion for me in these times of need
alas not a very good one for when he lingers it makes my navigation
to my future oh so much complicated
I need a proper cure for this lethargy
I need the correct buttons to be pushed so that I am motivated xD
ahhh...gone are the good old days when lazing around all day bore no
severe consequence,
nowadays, one day by means one day less to complete tasks
Okay, before I bore people to death, let me blog like normal again =P
It was damn epic that I woke up and actually went to class today =P
when i woke up, I sat for 15 minutes weighing on the facts on whether I
should attend lectures today.
then the very influential quote from a lecturer came into mind,
just come to class, it is better to have something go into that brain rather then
let it laze around all day long =S
and also the fear of an equipment breakdown in college everytime I am absent
from class, which, makes the fact that I skiped class that much more obvious =S
I went to class =)
it was quite thrilling, the content was heavy and, well a little out of the scope of things
we have been learning.
In short, it has been mathematical.
ALL right, I do confess to playing games on iPad and ignoring the other moving things around me for the whole day, my bad =P
but iPad games are just so addictive aren't they??!!
anyhow, like I said, gaming, up till the point that the lecturer seemed to have a problem with the
microphone and I did not notice =S
fixed dat by calling in backup, and lecture just commenced!
the first thing I did when I came back from class! was to start a movie,
which ended up making me fall asleep (the fact proves that 4 hours of sleep is generally not enough)
and then I took a quick nap,
waking only to continue the movie =)
Hopefully I do start studying soon, I mean real studying =)
ahhhhhh...off to chatting again now =S
procrastination has been a companion for me in these times of need
alas not a very good one for when he lingers it makes my navigation
to my future oh so much complicated
I need a proper cure for this lethargy
I need the correct buttons to be pushed so that I am motivated xD
ahhh...gone are the good old days when lazing around all day bore no
severe consequence,
nowadays, one day by means one day less to complete tasks
Okay, before I bore people to death, let me blog like normal again =P
It was damn epic that I woke up and actually went to class today =P
when i woke up, I sat for 15 minutes weighing on the facts on whether I
should attend lectures today.
then the very influential quote from a lecturer came into mind,
just come to class, it is better to have something go into that brain rather then
let it laze around all day long =S
and also the fear of an equipment breakdown in college everytime I am absent
from class, which, makes the fact that I skiped class that much more obvious =S
I went to class =)
it was quite thrilling, the content was heavy and, well a little out of the scope of things
we have been learning.
In short, it has been mathematical.
ALL right, I do confess to playing games on iPad and ignoring the other moving things around me for the whole day, my bad =P
but iPad games are just so addictive aren't they??!!
anyhow, like I said, gaming, up till the point that the lecturer seemed to have a problem with the
microphone and I did not notice =S
fixed dat by calling in backup, and lecture just commenced!
the first thing I did when I came back from class! was to start a movie,
which ended up making me fall asleep (the fact proves that 4 hours of sleep is generally not enough)
and then I took a quick nap,
waking only to continue the movie =)
Hopefully I do start studying soon, I mean real studying =)
ahhhhhh...off to chatting again now =S
10 January 2012
the night sky
夜空的美，只有在我们身在黑暗中时能欣赏。
做人也一样，有了挫折，才珍惜成功的那刻。
我想说的，大家都时常听到的，甚至听厌了……
不要认为有什么事是理所当然的，我们谁都没欠，谁也没欠我们，
不懂珍惜的就是注定失去，
每一个人都有权利做自己的选择，
留下来的都是自愿的，
离开呢，也可以很干脆。
I have always told people that Freedom is something glued to me
held tight to my heart
for as long as my heart beats, the yearning for freedom will not stop
the freedom to sometimes just drop the act,
to sometimes express myself the way I want to,
not the way that sound the most logical.
rage and anger should be expressed
there is no better way to disperse the feeling
than a proper way of expression
Although still far from the moral boundaries of our society
to keep up an image, some things can be done
whilst others can not
Those feelings being held inside,
do not just disappear
The calm appearance of the ocean is because the current has moved to another place
waiting to be aroused once again
Some times the current brings the water deep down into the abyss
and when repetition becomes natural
we tend to hide and destroy memories
unconsciously
good or bad, just to protect ourselves
destroyed memories means destroyed emotions
for as long as the snapshot of the past is seen
the feelings that comes with it can never be stopped
and as time passes by and it starts to peak
logic is blurred
reason is fogged
and finally you just don't know what to do with the big ball
of chaotic, turbulent, massive emotions,
rage, fear, jealousy, sadness, happiness, relief, nostalgia
You come to think,
the necessity of variation in thought is both a beautiful and accursed thing
we do not think alike, if we do the world would be at still.
we think differently, if we don't the world would be devoid of war
想这么多做什么？现在什么感觉都没了……呵呵……
就一片，平静。
脑子呀，把自己放在世界外面想着想着的时候，
记得最总要的不是领悟，而是去享用。
有时候该做一日和尚，敲一次钟，
生活过着过着就好，
充实的，快乐的，伤心的，痛苦的，
还是有预料不到的明天要过，
不如享受过程吧！
对不起各位朋友，
这次写的有点反常，
我不能说这不是我的性格，
也不能说是我的性格，
我承认我善变
但是请记得有的东西
我怎样都不变……=)))
做人也一样，有了挫折，才珍惜成功的那刻。
我想说的，大家都时常听到的，甚至听厌了……
不要认为有什么事是理所当然的，我们谁都没欠，谁也没欠我们，
不懂珍惜的就是注定失去，
每一个人都有权利做自己的选择，
留下来的都是自愿的，
离开呢，也可以很干脆。
I have always told people that Freedom is something glued to me
held tight to my heart
for as long as my heart beats, the yearning for freedom will not stop
the freedom to sometimes just drop the act,
to sometimes express myself the way I want to,
not the way that sound the most logical.
rage and anger should be expressed
there is no better way to disperse the feeling
than a proper way of expression
Although still far from the moral boundaries of our society
to keep up an image, some things can be done
whilst others can not
Those feelings being held inside,
do not just disappear
The calm appearance of the ocean is because the current has moved to another place
waiting to be aroused once again
Some times the current brings the water deep down into the abyss
and when repetition becomes natural
we tend to hide and destroy memories
unconsciously
good or bad, just to protect ourselves
destroyed memories means destroyed emotions
for as long as the snapshot of the past is seen
the feelings that comes with it can never be stopped
and as time passes by and it starts to peak
logic is blurred
reason is fogged
and finally you just don't know what to do with the big ball
of chaotic, turbulent, massive emotions,
rage, fear, jealousy, sadness, happiness, relief, nostalgia
You come to think,
the necessity of variation in thought is both a beautiful and accursed thing
we do not think alike, if we do the world would be at still.
we think differently, if we don't the world would be devoid of war
想这么多做什么？现在什么感觉都没了……呵呵……
就一片，平静。
脑子呀，把自己放在世界外面想着想着的时候，
记得最总要的不是领悟，而是去享用。
有时候该做一日和尚，敲一次钟，
生活过着过着就好，
充实的，快乐的，伤心的，痛苦的，
还是有预料不到的明天要过，
不如享受过程吧！
对不起各位朋友，
这次写的有点反常，
我不能说这不是我的性格，
也不能说是我的性格，
我承认我善变
但是请记得有的东西
我怎样都不变……=)))
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