new year is around the corner

I am simply feeling to lethargic to do any studying of late,
procrastination has been a companion for me in these times of need
alas not a very good one for when he lingers it makes my navigation
to my future oh so much complicated
I need a proper cure for this lethargy
I need the correct buttons to be pushed so that I am motivated xD

ahhh...gone are the good old days when lazing around all day bore no
severe consequence,
nowadays, one day by means one day less to complete tasks

Okay, before I bore people to death, let me blog like normal again =P

It was damn epic that I woke up and actually went to class today =P
when i woke up, I sat for 15 minutes weighing on the facts on whether I
should attend lectures today.
then the very influential quote from a lecturer came into mind,
just come to class, it is better to have something go into that brain rather then
let it laze around all day long =S
and also the fear of an equipment breakdown in college everytime I am absent
from class, which, makes the fact that I skiped class that much more obvious =S
I went to class =)
it was quite thrilling, the content was heavy and, well a little out of the scope of things
we have been learning.
In short, it has been mathematical.
ALL right, I do confess to playing games on iPad and ignoring the other moving things around me for the whole day, my bad =P
but iPad games are just so addictive aren't they??!!
anyhow, like I said, gaming, up till the point that the lecturer seemed to have a problem with the
microphone and I did not notice =S
fixed dat by calling in backup, and lecture just commenced!
the first thing I did when I came back from class! was to start a movie,
which ended up making me fall asleep (the fact proves that 4 hours of sleep is generally not enough)
and then I took a quick nap,
waking only to continue the movie =)

Hopefully I do start studying soon, I mean real studying =)

ahhhhhh...off to chatting again now =S

the night sky

夜空的美，只有在我们身在黑暗中时能欣赏。
做人也一样，有了挫折，才珍惜成功的那刻。

我想说的，大家都时常听到的，甚至听厌了……
不要认为有什么事是理所当然的，我们谁都没欠，谁也没欠我们，
不懂珍惜的就是注定失去，
每一个人都有权利做自己的选择，
留下来的都是自愿的，
离开呢，也可以很干脆。

I have always told people that Freedom is something glued to me
held tight to my heart
for as long as my heart beats, the yearning for freedom will not stop
the freedom to sometimes just drop the act,
to sometimes express myself the way I want to,
not the way that sound the most logical.
rage and anger should be expressed
there is no better way to disperse the feeling
than a proper way of expression
Although still far from the moral boundaries of our society
to keep up an image, some things can be done
whilst others can not
Those feelings being held inside,
do not just disappear
The calm appearance of the ocean is because the current has moved to another place
waiting to be aroused once again
Some times the current brings the water deep down into the abyss
and when repetition becomes natural
we tend to hide and destroy memories
unconsciously
good or bad, just to protect ourselves
destroyed memories means destroyed emotions
for as long as the snapshot of the past is seen
the feelings that comes with it can never be stopped
and as time passes by and it starts to peak
logic is blurred
reason is fogged
and finally you just don't know what to do with the big ball
of chaotic, turbulent, massive emotions,
rage, fear, jealousy, sadness, happiness, relief, nostalgia
You come to think,
the necessity of variation in thought is both a beautiful and accursed thing
we do not think alike, if we do the world would be at still.
we think differently, if we don't the world would be devoid of war

想这么多做什么？现在什么感觉都没了……呵呵……
就一片，平静。
脑子呀，把自己放在世界外面想着想着的时候，
记得最总要的不是领悟，而是去享用。
有时候该做一日和尚，敲一次钟，
生活过着过着就好，
充实的，快乐的，伤心的，痛苦的，
还是有预料不到的明天要过，
不如享受过程吧！

对不起各位朋友，
这次写的有点反常，
我不能说这不是我的性格，
也不能说是我的性格，
我承认我善变
但是请记得有的东西
我怎样都不变……=)))