classes

time is seriously being wasted over here,

having too lenient a schedule for a pre-university course really

depresses me right now...

After 3 semesters of teaching, our lecturers have no more to offer us,

having covered our syllabus already,

there is really no point going to class now...

all we do in class is what we do ourselves before examinations,

finishing pass year papers to get a hang of the examination questions

and to master the techniques in answering them

Sleep Learning, I believe in it =)

truthfully, we classes seem more like burdens for me to wake up super early

in the morning just to go sit in class...

I mean come on...before this at least lectures and tests are conducted...

but nowadays we just go to class to do redundant work...

and honestly, it is getting a little irritating =(

anyhow, glad that I have 3 days every day as weekends =DD

I am going out with some friends to Sunway Pyramid tomorrow to lay off some steam

Out out out!!! Tomorrow =)

this may well be one of the last few trips of me to subang jaya =((

I'll be heading off to Bukit Jalil to study, and the closest place to hang there should be Midvalley

So I guess I'd grab every chance I have left to go there now,

now that I am still so near =)

Soon-to-be University =)

university

few more months and i'll be starting my degree...

finally =,=

just went through hell of an application process and still hadn't actually

applied =S

this sucks la...mass online applications are never a good idea...

anyhow...trying tomorrow when the web traffic is reduced =)

maxis broadband is kinda slow today too =((

aihh

hmm...deactivated my facebook account...

again...=S

thinking of permanently doing so...

but without something to replace the time i spend on facebook

it feels terrible

really terrible...i need to involve more in my life...

i dun want it to be revolving around facebook

now

and

soon in the future when I am in university =S

college

Today, let me talk about college life =)

MY college life started out quite soon after I finished Secondary School...

I went to a Junior College in Singapore to study for the A levels

I must say, being so far from home really requires independence =)

Laundry, the room, the toilet and even the desks and cupboards need constant cleaning and washing which wasn't in my previous daily routines

Fun part is, you get to hang out with friends and go wherever you'd like, so exploring the place you are studying in is most likely to happen =D

It's fun and awesome, basically a taste of freedom

We'd go to seasides, shopping avenues, and tourist attractions! =)

It was a great experience anyhow, only the studies there truly is taxing

we were supposed to study a course called the Singapore-Cambridge A levels

Well I have to say, it is HARDER =( which meant more studying

AND to think Singaporeans are mostly fit, the reason? we had P.E. lessons

Football, basketball, badminton, running...the whole package =)

Now, college life in Malaysia, where I am currently studying =)

is a bit different

It is easier

the freedom part is still there though =P

Only downside is that PUBLIC TRANSPORT here is terrible =(

I usually spend half the time I go out in public transport systems,

be it buses, trains or commuters...

One more thing, undoubtedly, stress cannot be removed from your life in college

but it can't be removed anytime in life too =)

So fretting does not help

Just try to expect less and be grateful to what you already have =)

or go out partying with a bunch of friends once in a while helps too!

No matter where you are just remember

with freedom and aging

comes responsibilities!

that means when you remember to party and play,

Don't forget about your assignments and not to fail your subjects =X

thoughts in my mind...

I am freaking irritated right now,
feels like a thousand problems are running through my mind,
stuff about friends and family and college and life...
but when I try to find and face one of these problems,
they seem to always be able to slip away and get lost.
I am confused.
I do not know what I want and what I am looking forward to right now.
Like I said, it feels like, I have a lot running through my mind,
but in fact, I can't really seem to find out what's wrong or how to fix it.


Its driving me crazy now =S


I should be happy...
But truthfully, I am not...well not really anyways...
I just feel...so empty right now...
I want to know what to do...


Life...is easy enough for me right now...
But why the hell am I not feeling 'normal' =S
I have most of the things I need and want...
I have been doing things I like and now use to like...
I just need something new...
something awesome =D
something...like a new TV series!
or...an assignment to get my mind off of things...


EMPTY ARHHH...
FEEL SO EMPTY