fun

suddenly have the urge
to go out and have fun
but I know now
that I dun have that time anymore =((
spent 5 hours to finish the simplest part of my report
hopefully I will be able to keep it going later
because I am tired now
and I need a rest
=)
I will continue later on,
hopefully
then tomorrow again
I have to push now
because the due date is friday
argghhh
hopefully when its all done
I'll still find it worth it =)

I actually have time for a lot of things
sure i dun have the time to spend 3 hours traveling
so that I can have 2 hours of movie time
my day would be gone
but what i do have
what i do have time for is to take a walk outside
to watch a movie here
to chat with my friends
and also to lie in bed doing absolutely nothing at all
I do have time
I have time for my family and friends especially
I have to say sorry here
sorry to my friends and mostly my family
for when times that I get scared
for when times when I get nervous
I'd give out irresponsible, cold responses
even to caring words
I'd think that I do not have the time
but when actually I do
I hope you all will forgive me
for all the times when I was rude
and I hope that all of you can see it in me now
that I appreciate you all like I should =)

headache

I am way too laid back =(
this I admit and I try and try to make it work
but why won't it work??!!
I want to do this, to finish and hand in this report because it is just too important
yet why am I not that motivated to do it any more?
Do I really need a rest that bad?
Or am I just afraid of whats going to come after these exams
these evaluations
these interviews?

I think I am afraid of university
I really think I am
What if I cannot cope with it?
 AM I going to fall under pressure???
It is not early anymore
the deadline is near
Its a whole new world out there
have all my decisions up till today lead me to this?
will I regret anything that I have done?
As I get closer to society
I can start to feel different vibes all around me
the thought of meeting different types of people
again
and coping
and trying to satisfy my own view of the world
what would I do in the face of pressure?
what would I do when fear is my adversary?
SO many things to do and consider

to be honest, I am childish and selfish

I do not want change
hypocritically
I do want a change
which is what is confusing me know
I hope the world can fall in to perfectly aligned pieces
but I know better
I know that the world has simply too many variables
so many that even statistical probability shows that
It is IMPROBABLE

Maybe it is the unknown that scares me
maybe its the though of a sudden change that I want to elude
maybe...all I need is a forceful kick from my comfort zone
maybe...all I need is some tough love

awesome

I just had the best weekend that I have had in a long time =)
thanks alot guys @wynnie @zeejoo @tingyeong a.k.a. Summer ; )
it left me very tired, but it was really awesome! enjoyed it as much as you guys did! hee hee

finally also made the trip to semenyih! and zeejoo your house totally rocks lah! =D
a bit envious of you
great housemates with one of them being a FANTASTIC SINGER! OMG
don't worry if you have any more of those weekend syndromes thingy
cz we are your cure =P
you dun have to talk with your stuffed teddy bears all alone~ we will talk with them together...xD

and i'm sure next time we make shadows, we will be btter at it le...

WYNNIEe! lu must take superrrr goood care of your new baby, baby, baby owhh~
and dun finish your sweets so fast =PPP
=,=

Summer =D read more jokes that suit your name ler~ or else next time we might really call you winter le xD
thanks for sending us back yeah, appreciate it lotsss =D


hehe...sooo sampat la we all xD but i just have to let y'all know
i enjoyed it very, very very much...
the Hop! and the Chick! and the bunny and the Food <3

thanks for making my weekends feel like weekends~

P/S: Slept at 8pm yesterday, thats y I am sitting at my balcony now, typing this post,
with headsets on to a melody I got from Ting Yeong, staring at the sky while it slowly turns from black to orange, and yellow and finally blue =)

i feel awesome larh!

assignments

I have a research report due soon and I still have absolutely no idea what to do!!
argghhhh...
this sucks la...I need this report for my A levels
and most of my friends have either finished or
are finishing it...

hmm...what should I do???

=D

maintenance

Since yesterday I have completed a series of maintenance work
on my laptop
now it is running extremely FINE xD
I'll run you through the process, if you have free time
remember to do this often
so your computer can run all smooth and nice
unless you have a cool ass powerful laptop
maintenance is key to the productivity of low-spec laptops like mine =)

okay,first step, and believe me, this is the hardest step ever...
delete all the stuff you don't need!
back up all your photos, logs, chat history and stuff in another place
and keep your OS (Operating System) hard drive clean =)

then, I'd highly recommend Ccleaner as a safe, easy and fast way to unclog your system
from all the trash you leave around

http://www.piriform.com/ccleaner


The software is free and safe, just follow the instructions and click clean once in a while,
just keep your computer clean that's all...

To keep it simple, the next step is to defrag your system,
believe me it helps =)
Piriform also has a cool software, called defraggler, also free, check it out here =)

http://www.piriform.com/defraggler

these software are easy enough to use, just click next and next and next
it will help improve your computer =)

with this simple maintenance your computer will have an improvement in response
the same as mine

Onto useful software now...
now I know most of the people nowadays choose google chrome as their default browser
and some people are still using firefox 3.6.15 by mozilla
but I highly recommend you installing mozilla firefox 4 =)
it is seriously fast and better and nicer than chrome
and has less compatibility issues,
means you will get less problems during surfing, downloading and while using facebook =)

http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/fx/


besides that, some pages require use of Internet Explorer,
I personally use Internet Explorer 9 very nice, its clean and fast
compared to the useless older versions
and if you are not a fan of IE but still need to access some sites
that needs Internet Explorer to work (mostly china sites) like tom365,
just use the IE tab 2 extension, which is available for both firefox and chrome =)

Also, installing firefox 4 comes with a whole package of useful extensions
like something to download videos from youtube
change xunlei and other links to normal links and more
if you have the time, just poke around with the add-ons,
you will find that firefox really makes life easy for us