i made a decision

today i finally made my decision
i am going to fly back to malaysia this monday
for good...
I feel quite bad for notifying the people
around me so suddenly
and I hope that I did not make the wrong choice

for now truly...
i have nothing more
to say
but good bye
to all my
friends here
in singapore
i dearly hope that you
will have a bright future
in whatever you
pursue

i hope that my staying here
has engraved upon my mind
and also yours an unforgettable
and imperishable memory
to last us through
the end of time


cheerio


see you next post

another weekend-ended

Last week was a rush
after my last blog,
it was all tests and tests
and then project work and then
JPA...Over these few days I may
have forsaken some of my friends
>.<>
So I humbly ask for your apologies
So now that things have settled down a bit, I guess
I will start my blogging again
just in case someone continues to call
me lazy....!!! (It's YOU, wynnie)

truth to be told, I am quite
ecstatic that I got offered the Overseas
Scholarship from JPA for Medicine Course.
But still, I feel weirded out because all
of my friends here in singapore did not get it or
only got the local one.
I think it has something to do with the
government wanting to keep all the bright minds
in the country so that they do not shift
their loyalties to other countries
who knows? It may just be a rumor as much
as a new policy, seeing that malaysia is undergoing
a political change now.

For now, I do hope I get offered to a good country
whereby I would be able to pursue
my ambition of going into the medical field.
For those who did not know,
I have always longed to go for medicine
and never anything else.
I do not think I can imagine myself
doing any other course even if someone were
to hand it over to me on a silver platter.
That is the main reason I only applied for 2
scholarship. The one I am currently holding
the ASEAN scholarship so that I can get a firm
pre-university education to help me in my tertiary pursues
and also the JPA scholarship which I just got offered

since I already knew that I got the ASEAN scholarship
before I had my SPM, I decided that it is only necessary
for me to apply for a degree scholarship after SPM
and if I did not get it, I will still have the ASEAN
scholarship to study for thee GCE 'A' Levels.
The only scholarship I could find anyways,
in my range of 12A1' is the JPA scholarship
Hence, it is the only one I gave a shot at.
I must say I am quite relieved that I got it
and I am truly happy and fortunate to have
been studying in SMJK Keat Hwa
This is because if I have not, I would not
have my friends there to support me
as well as walk on this path together with me
I would not have been so active in co-curricular
activities up till the point that my teachers
would not even ask me the reason for leaving in
the middle of the class, yes, I would just leave.

Than again, I am here also to send out my compassion
for those who did not get the scholarship.
this may not mean much from me but still
this thought is what I have kept ready and
always held, going under the JPA scholarship
is not the only way of going into a university
do not think that you have bet everything you have done up
till now in it. It is merely the commonly misunderstood
"only path" to tertiary education
hear me out, there is and I should say, there are
other ways to pursue your dreams!
you must get a hold of yourself, then you must
not procrastinate further using depression
as a reason, instead, what you should really do is
to create your new plan, go on with it
but as we all know, without sweat and tears,
there is also no success and fulfillment.

I guess that is all I have to say,
Sorry for not having pictures for those of you
who are looking for it
I will try to upload some next time.

See YA next time, guys!

fun before studies

walau eh...
last few days of actual free life before stdying...
i think i spent den efficiently...
hahaha...well let me start off on saturday la...
i woke up quite late cz i slept quite late too d nite before...
someone aka chok woke me up...
with a camera...
zzz...damn him...den i guess i just woke up la...
washed my clothes for an hour...
ah chok went off to meet his frens ad wen i was
washing...
den wee n renpei kinda decided to go to sunway pyramid, so we went
bought some stuff, groceries aside,
wee bought a table lamp, and renpei
bought a bedsheet set dat was on sale...
i did nt buy anything...
we ate at hartz chicken buffet for brunch...
damn nice n full la...
den later wen it started to get late,
dey just went home la...

ohya...all the time i was shopping la...
wynnie was in d same place aso...
but we damn got yuan fen,
walk 5 hours aso nvr meet tiok d...geng
for chok, he was on the way to zoo negara
with d other guys...
swt...haha...
damn funny dey all, went at d wrong time
from wat dey said, i found out dat
all the animals, well almost anyways had been kept bek into
their respective cages...
lol...
well still, we met up later at taylors,
well at the gate anyways
den just chilled till late in the nite...

haha...the weirdest n funniest part is la...
i only niw chok n sanxiu der...zzzzzz
but later i aso got to noe stef, zj, chan, zc
well, spent the nite tokking,
den went bek and had some zzz's la...
finalised the sunway lagoon plan for the next day too...
SOMEONE...scammed me the whole nite...
saying dat SOMEONE is gonna put aeroplane...
and den later SOMEONE still got go...
hahahahahahahaha...
but u guys r alotta fun too,
nice to get to noe y'all

haha...den d next morning,
which is today, d day dat i am
doing offline blogging for the first time due to
unavailability of internet here...
today izz 5th of july...
zeejoo woke me by suddenly bursting into d room..
haha...lol...dun worri, it worked reli well at waking me...
den we juz met up with chok dem for bfast...
note: zj din had anything except for half
a cup of coffee wherebuy the other half was erm...
contaminated by an ill-placed 20 cents coin...

later we went to pick up SOMEONE, and amanda ^.^
went to lagoon straight away...
note:zj still did not have anything to eat.
we entered the park, managed to sneak in
a 1.5l mineral water illegaly,
den went straight to da games...
lol...we started off with easy games la...
den d fun started wen we took d faster rides,
like the one that we ride in a boat and den sliding down
a steep slope la...n of cuz d roller coaster...
gratz o, SOMEONE, ur first time riding a coaster...woohoo...
fun leiiiii...
den u had ur second time straight away...
up till dis point everyone was still fine...
haha...juz dat we already got wet, despite
being in the DRY park...

things got a bit more scary wen we went for a minituarised
top-gun ride,
basically we were swung and hung around in the air...
it turns a whole 360 degrees and stopped in the air for like 5 or 4 secs?
haha...onli me, chok, sx, zj, n stef got on...
haha...everybody was freaked...but had fun...
haha...zj oways wanted to try one but not dare...
today finally faced dat fear...
stef braced herself for it...she didnt noe it would turn a whole 360 degrees
before...haha...got quite a shock wen she found out,
she was in the line already,
den the ride started la...damn fun...
chok cursed like a machinegun...
hahaha...everyone was freaked out...
amanda and SOMEONE was enjoying the show...i think...
haha...
note:zj still did not have anything up till now...

later we went to the water park la...
damn nice la...get to swim and play around
in da icy cold water...
haha...it was great fun anyways...but still...very tiring...
played n played till we were satisfied, den we went for a walk on the
suspended pedestrian bridge,
we gotto see some surfing action,
the whole walk was taxing for two ppl o...
dey perservered till d end n finally finished the walking from
one end to another...GRATZ GUYS>..
lol...
later we juz found out something awesome...that is
final note: zj still havent had anything >.<, its 6pm already... haha...we played till forget abt food so she was fasting d whole time... awwww...sorry... haha...but nvm, we got rid of that problem later with NANDOSSSS... this was my first trip to nandos whereby i had refills for more den 10 times i think...dun ask... haha... well...i think dos are d main points of d day la... so...c u guys later ya... so tired d but still forced myself to write dis much crap... I AM NOT LAZY... hahaha... tata...till next time!!

weekend-ended

another weekend has ended
it was fun but tomorrow I have to start school again
another week ahead
hope I wont be as busy as last week
I must confess
I had been sooooo lazy the past few days
up to the extent that I did not post anything here...
tsk tsk tsk

this has some part played in it by my hostel
internet too tho
simply put
it sucks
now that I can finally go online
I have to sleep early
which is very sad
still I am quite happy now because
I just cleaned up my room
so now everything is neat and tidy, my school bag too!
I guess that is all for today, nothing much to say

ohya! JPA results coming out next week
keeping my hopes high for this one
really hope that I get it tho.
Good Luck to all the other applicants too!

That is all, cya next time!

Good nite!