baskin robbins 雪糕！

with much due regret

i have to mention that i am unable to indulge myself in what
seems to be the best thing in the whole wide world
i miss the smooth silky texture of it
the pure bliss accompanied by every spoonful...
arghh...
its driving me crazy!

well, this weekend is kinda like a day off for me
did not go out as much, well lets say
i just camped in MCD playing useless facebook games,
chatting and also playing NEOPETS >.<
dun mind me, its just something i played with when i was introduced to the INTERNET!
agh...those good old days...
well, now i am sitting in the study room below
facing myself >.<
i cant seem to get a start on my biology report
which sucks...
i have to hand it in tml
and by all means, i shall do it!
hopefully in my university life,
there would be less of reporting to do >.<
although well in my heart i noe,
it is highly unlikely!

did some cool experiments last week,
got to squash and stdy cells >.<

and did something stupid ytd...
went out without my umbrella
ended up waiting for the rain to stop in a CALTEX station...
huff...
well then again, at least i wont forget my umbrella now!

2 more weeks and its chinese new year! geezzz...cant time pass by any faster?
hmm...mayb going on a family trip this year,
anything will do
haha...just feel like spending some time with my family!

thanks to my parents! i have got 2 new shoes coming all over from the USA
:P

好了……
我已经决定了，一半的帖子我用英文，一半用中文！
看来我还是不能让自己真正的开始做我的生理报告，
虽然知道不会很长，
但是就是懒惰
新年前夕还要先有些小测验啊，学院也太过分了吧！
近来得读多点书，好让我能安心地过个新年！
上个礼拜的英文口试还不错嘛，
老师很好
不懂啦，希望可以很高很高分！：P
嗯， 等下希望我能很快的把这报告写完，然后可以出去散散步吧！
最近也发现学院的网络下载影片很快！
下载了一公升的眼泪来看
还有一些 宫崎·骏 的电影来看！
看来我得好好分配我的时间咯
终于，我的脑袋已经开始介入这新的一个学期啦！
希望大家也跟我一样哦！
上课愉快，生活开心！

（我真的好像吃雪糕啊………………怎么办呢？哎……）

好了
今天到此为止

开始生理报告！！！

有点奇怪的down

呵呵…yi ming正如我之前说的…懂你不想读英文的部落格，特地写了一篇中文的！

我想啊我，今天纯粹想要抒发抒发我的感情而已！

今天起身时，不懂为什么，有点不想起来的感觉，不是懒惰…而就是不想起来而已！

起了身，房子只剩我一个。只见 zen pei 出去时的背影！

犹如往常，

我洗了澡，

刷了牙，

拿了我的美禄，

瓶子，

书包，

还有伪装成我的名片的 touch n go 卡。

下去时，有点烦的……巴士还没来，司机又迟到了。

排了很长的队，

今天不想插队啦!

呵呵……结果得站着到学院去。

到了学院，

没早餐吃，

没时间了，

喝杯美禄。

上课很平常，下周就考英文口试了……有点懒惰。

很累，在班上瞌睡了。

还好老师明白，说我病了要休息是可以的，她相信我：）

猛吞药，希望这脱了一个礼拜多的病快些好！

维他命C都吃了呢！

说到头来。

要点，

还是我今天有些down，

好像有坏事会发生一样！

上一回我有这样的感觉，中三或中四时吧！

不舒服的！

但请别被吓到啦，

偶尔偶尔会有这么样的感觉的！

我写完了这篇部落格后，

安心多了。

毕竟只是一个感觉，

一个我还应负得来的感觉！

a haunting sensation

a gust of wind woke me today,

the first thing to strike me.

did not want to get up today,

felt like something had cursed me.

a sensation lost in time,

without it my life had been firm.

galloping it came to me,

like a mare long gone in my memories.

never had i felt,

such foreboding as it reached,

in my mind i know,

i am the master of my thoughts.

nothing is happening,

or might i say will happen.

in the course of my day,

today my life will not alter.

feeling down for no reason,

something just doesn't feel right

might it be the damp cold air?

or a whiff of my imagination?

a cliche coup de grace,

something it left for me the last time.

for what better may seek me out,

in this wonderful yet abnormal day!

by ERiC (NOT COPIED FROM SOME RANDOM WEB PAGE!!!)

HAHAHA...damn...feels as nice as it can get after expressing myself!
well, i have braced myself, but for what? that seems to be the main problem!
argghhh...gonna go channel all my positive energies to subdue the down-ness in me!
hum!

sleepy

  

this post

has

absolutely

no

point

at

all

so

damn

tired

XD

i

am

quiting

gaming

XD

i

am

going

to

faint

now

bbye

all

:

)

a whole new world, indeed

 
its the start of another great semester
homework pouring in,
lecturers screeching at us using microphones
some new people joining my class
ahh...
wat fresh and magnificent air i am breathing XD
3 days per week i am gonna end classs at 12! how nice...so what if i have to wake at 7? its worth it!!!!!
hahaha...
bought a sticker to decorate my lappie's keyboard yesterday
went sungei wang with my housemate XD
damn fun..watch the damn sad movie bodyguards and assasins
its a very very nice movie
plus i got to watch it in a premiere classs theather!
how finer can it get!
lol...
we spammed music the whole nite with my speaker and soo poh's newly bought 1...
XD
damn nice la our house
hahaha...
then noticed nothing much can be done here...phew...except reading and sleeping
XD
even with the internet, as i resolved to not start any addicting games...
haha...hopefully i can find some useful things to do later!!! etc
watch a movie or two!
lol
or sleep..
orjust plainly stare at my superrrrrb timetable for hours!!
i can do dat
haha...btw...jpa sent a message to
use once AGAIN
stating that dey strictly prohibite changing of majors or destinations for scholars
and even resolve to terminate the scholarships of those that dare try...
well...XD
lets just c how dat goes :P


time time time!!!!!!
i wish not to waste another second of it! so i guess i will have a nap XD


bbye all !

maybe

dang, its another nice day for me to spend
2nd day back here and already i am thinking of jamming elsewhere exept here!
most of the people in my scl are still queueing up to be registered!!
me, on the other hand, have no registered
and is waiting for the queue to magically shorten,
like it always does..
whats the freakin point of standing in line for hours if u have a supercooled library to chill out at!
bah!!!
anyhow...woke up damn erli today!
the best part about it, woke up at the right side of my bed!! XD
dats the reason i am feeling wonderful right now!!!


btw, got my resolve set liao...XD its now only a matter pf perserverance!!!
haha...
still, my results, i have totally no idea where to get them from...
college-wise,
seen all the old frens in the bus this morning,
most of them havent changed even a bit...
found out that coming bek here was actualli not as bad as i imagined it to be! well thats the bright side of having bad impressions of places,
you always get surprised how things usually turn out the other way round!
lol


thanks to my daddy and uncle for bringing me all the way here
from alor star
and rushing back up north again all in one day
really appreciate it
and went to buy stuff at GIANT's with them too...lol!


thanks for the meal from my grand uncle!
ate to my fill!


haha...then it was cleaning up the room all over again...
oh gawd!!!
i reli cant satnd this moving in and out every six months!!1
gotta pack less pack less!!!


i will be going to sungei wang later...
maybe
it all depends on me!! lalala...wheter i want or dun wannaaa!!!
and hell, I WANNAA

we shall always be posed by challenges in life,
and here by constantly writing in my blog,
i may keep a log of my thoughts during different times
although not a complete log
at least some stuff is kept and i still have a place to refer to when i have my doubts!
to mature and to gain better understanding of primarily myself and the way i think is most vital for me
as this will lead me to the utmost satisfaction by which means that i can only get is through constant thinking and regurgitating what i have thought about.
books, articles and even little incidents in life show me a lot of things
alot of things which where a mystery to me not so very long ago...
one such things is that the bond of freindship
a bond vaguely seen, easily built or broken yet is stronest when two sides cherish it with the same magnitude!
XD
nothing cannot be understood, it merely takes time and sometimes mayb a little insight from someone more experienced!


hitting my keyboard constantly now as if i was playing a musical instrument
here in the library
makes me feel as if i am the only one here,
it is serene, quiet and peaceful!
apart form the chaotic world outside,
i find it most easy to contemplate my feelings and thoughts here,
in the coool and almost chilling environment!
college life changed the way i think,
and now
i look at the world, might i say, different as compared to myself 2 years ago!
exposure to the colege life in singapore most effectively changed me i think!
and now with this here life in kl
lets see what it does to me lol!!!!!

i wana finish my book, the two towers!!!
its not LOTR, its a classic from charles dickens!
it has reali been ages since i last touched one of those books!!!
well, my passion for it hasnt waned yet i guess!
the pure complexity of the way the author manipulates the simple yet mysterious english language! ahh...its mind boogling but, enjoyable!   


i guess that is all i have to express for the day...
if i have more i will come bek, sooon i guess!
with my brand new maxis braodband,
i guess it aint hard for me XD
lalalalalalala...


c you all ya, and no matter what u may think
i sincerely thank you for tuning in to my expressionss!!

a little too short

like usual, no comments about it

holidays passed by too quickly...XD

well, tis a whole new year, a new semester for me and also aloooootttttttt of other people!

hope every has fun and starts their new year with zest!

i have seen a whole lot of things and also got to noe a whole new town of ppl XD

guess i couldnt but say this holiday was worthwhile,

another restpit in my long journey of life.

looking forward to alot of things this year,

like always, have hopes n dreams for my life

toiled by constant tensions and different factors...

guess every one more day that passes me by,

the more things i can find a reason to appreciate,

the first of all appreciate wat an awesome family i have got, my loving parents, dearest uncle and wonderful little brother :)

then there comes my friends, all of them...

no matter how close or distant you all may b, it is reli a wonderful difference in my life that you have made

if i had not met with all of yous, i would have seen much less :)

then of course my blessed life XD

everyone has a blessed life, we are given a whole kaleidoscope of events to

test ourselves, to make our life as seemingly wondrous and kept in balance.

i do not fret for all the troubles that i have been through,

for all those troubles, without which i would not have the chance of making

a stark comparison of how nice, warm and caring feelings should be felt.

i am constantly being reminded that in life,

the choices are up to ourselves...what we want to do,

at one moment in time, is actualli what matters.

the second we carry out our actions is not the second we make or step into

a whole new realm,

but as it is not that obvious,

many might miss it, in cluding myself at times,

what we decide to do, will ultimately and surely contribute to

nothing but only our own little story, called life, acted out by us ourselves.

we are but our own directors,

we can as much foresee things according to nature's law and logic,

but then again, the perspective we use to observe what actualli turns out

is what that matters,

because being ourselves,

we choose what we want to feel what we want to see!

although sometimes...unknowingly!

hahaha...i, am not afraid of what my decisions may lead me to, not because i

have braced myself against them

but because i understand them.

as long as I understand, i shall not falter nor be defeated!

so come now my friends,

like i have said,

prepare yourself mentally, and physically if need be,

to dash towards your dreams,

to sprint past that finishing line that is your goal,

in this wonderful, new, YEAR!

i celebrate and feel the joy, because I CAN.

i cherish the peoples around me, because I CAN.

i wanna make the best out of me, because I CAN!

if your not too busy when reading this,

wont hurt to leave a little comment XD so as i wud know

well at least,

someone is reading this blog,

sort of like a motivation, eh?

c'all reli reli reli soon